[He was nervous, truth be told. He wanted this to be good for Dean too... didn't want to mess anything up. It'd be so easy to mess things up between them and you can't... how do you even begin to recover from something like this if it doesn't work out?]

[But he wanted it and Dean did too... clearly. They'd just... figure it out somehow.]

[He looked up when Dean finally came back, his own smile a little easier this time even if a little nervous as he shifted his weight, making room for Dean to stretch back out.] Uh... back. On your back. [He wanted to be able to see Dean's face at least.]