onlytobenormal | been too long (for siswinchester)

It had been two months and three days. He'd been counting, as much as he hadn't wanted to be this hung up on his sister's visits or not. They'd talked... quite a bit over the phone, though he'd shied away from what they'd done over the weekend for the most part. Mostly because he'd been freaked out for the first couple weeks as the realization sunk in and then he didn't... know how to bring it up over the phone.

He didn't know what to say about the fact he'd fucked his own sister multiple times, that he knew it hadn't been just-- for the physical thrill of it. But the more time he had to make peace with the fact, the less the guilt weighed on him. It hadn't felt wrong, it hadn't-- been wrong. It had been between them, it hadn't hurt anyone else.

He didn't know if that meant they should do it again... probably not. It couldn't go anywhere or be anything, it sure as hell didn't factor into this new life of his. Unfortunately, he didn't know if logically knowing something was a bad idea would mean crap if he was faced with a drunk, horny sister again, especially when he couldn't help but thin of those times together. Not that he was going to admit most his fantasies involved his own sister riding him, calling out for him.

Especially not to said sister.

Despite all the risks though, Sam finally convinced her to come for a visit and she promised, promised she'd be in by Friday after his classes. Sam would be lying if he said he wasn't anxiously checking his watch, waiting... trying to keep his thoughts from drifting to what he'd like to be doing with her this weekend--which involved mostly varying states of undress in the middle of just hanging out like they used to.

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Kind of, huh? Dana watched him eat as if he had been deprived of food for a few days. Hiding a smirk at that, she sighed as she looked down at her Belgian waffles. Perhaps made a happy little noise as she dug in as well.

Needless to say, it didn't take her long to finish all of it, perhaps swiping a berry or two off the top of Sam's french toast.

Sam made half-hearted protests when she decided to steal food from his plate, but in the end, didn't really mind all that much. By the time they were finished eating, he was grabbing the check that had been put on their table. "I'll get it this time. Wanna wait for me in the car?"

Dana pursed her lips as he grabbed the check, eying him almost in distaste as he said he'd pay. She could pay for breakfast, she was capable.

Sighing, she pushed up from the table after a moment, a frown still at her lips. "Fine." She swears to God though if he starts insisting on buying her clothes when they go shopping today, she'll give him a nice slap to the back of the head.

He pulled a face at that sour look she was giving him, pausing before he turned to go handle the check. She'd gone from stealing strawberries off his plate to giving him a look like he just stole her last piece of bacon or something. "Dude, what's got into you?"

Sighing, she smoothed the look away. Yeah, okay, this was no big deal. "Nothin'. I'll be in the car." She gave him a small salute before turning and walking outside.

"Yeah... alright." Watching her leave, he went to get the check up at the register, tossing a few dollars down on their table for a tip. Once done with that, he was back out at the car and sliding in the passenger seat.

Dana glanced over when he joined her in the car, fingers tapping at the door where she had her arm propped out the open window. "Ready for the mall then?"

He nodded as he settled in, sticking his own arm out the window. "Let's go, yeah."

"Now. When we get there, I'm gonna need you to hold my hand, so you don't go gettin' lost." She teased, starting up the car and casting him a sideways glance. "Think you can do that?"

He snorted, pulling a face. "Now, are you sure you don't want me just holding your hand, Dana?"

Laughing, she shook her head a bit. "Damn Sammy, you figured me out. Now you know my secret desire to always want to hold hands with you. Whatever can I do now?"

"Well, you can't pretend not to be at least a little bit girly and sappy now." He laughed a little bit.

Dana made a face at that, rolling her eyes and maybe pouting. "Hey. I am so not. I was only jokin'." Girly and sappy her ass. Even if she did sorta wanna hold hands with him... Damn it.

Oh, he caught that pouting. "Yeah, sure, whatever you say, Dana." He was inching across the seat to take one of her hands--only needed one to steer really and it was worth the teasing. "You don't have to hide it from me, dude."

Grumbling to herself, she glanced down at their joined hands once he had taken ahold of it, threading her fingers through his despite any nonsense she may be spouting.

"Not one word Sam."

He had expected protesting or complaining, not for her to take his hand like that, hold on in return... totally wasn't complaining though. He squeezed her hand gently in his, offering up a smirk.

And not saying anything because it was nice.

Well, he'd keep quiet until they stopped anyway.

Dana simply rolled her eyes at the smirk, though grateful he didn't say anything about it.

Holding hands. A relationship. What was Sam reducing her to?

Not that she would give this up for anything. She found that she loved it too much, wanted it as much as she wanted anything with Sam. She sort of wanted anything and everything with him it seemed. It scared her a bit.

It was a little... unsettling, how natural this was for them. It felt normal to hold her hand, to not only want to fuck her, but to be close, to touch and all those things they shouldn't be inclined to do.

He was starting to want things with her he knew, logically, he couldn't. Stuff Dana would never even want herself. At least, he didn't think she did. This couldn't be a normal relationship... it was so far beyond abnormal, it was kind of scary. It didn't stop him from brushing his thumb over her hand, keep her close.

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