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Sam Winchester ([personal profile] onlytobenormal) wrote2011-12-27 10:42 am
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been too long (for [livejournal.com profile] siswinchester)

It had been two months and three days. He'd been counting, as much as he hadn't wanted to be this hung up on his sister's visits or not. They'd talked... quite a bit over the phone, though he'd shied away from what they'd done over the weekend for the most part. Mostly because he'd been freaked out for the first couple weeks as the realization sunk in and then he didn't... know how to bring it up over the phone.

He didn't know what to say about the fact he'd fucked his own sister multiple times, that he knew it hadn't been just-- for the physical thrill of it. But the more time he had to make peace with the fact, the less the guilt weighed on him. It hadn't felt wrong, it hadn't-- been wrong. It had been between them, it hadn't hurt anyone else.

He didn't know if that meant they should do it again... probably not. It couldn't go anywhere or be anything, it sure as hell didn't factor into this new life of his. Unfortunately, he didn't know if logically knowing something was a bad idea would mean crap if he was faced with a drunk, horny sister again, especially when he couldn't help but thin of those times together. Not that he was going to admit most his fantasies involved his own sister riding him, calling out for him.

Especially not to said sister.

Despite all the risks though, Sam finally convinced her to come for a visit and she promised, promised she'd be in by Friday after his classes. Sam would be lying if he said he wasn't anxiously checking his watch, waiting... trying to keep his thoughts from drifting to what he'd like to be doing with her this weekend--which involved mostly varying states of undress in the middle of just hanging out like they used to.

[identity profile] siswinchester.livejournal.com 2012-01-17 08:13 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah yeah, you big nerd. Studying." She could let him study, okay? It wasn't like she was a sex addict or something. Well...maybe. Actually...huh, she wasn't quite sure about that one. Anyways, she chuckled at that, glancing over at him. "Sounds like a fun plan to me."

Sooo. I'm catching up on season 7. Annnd. Sam's marryin' miss crazy. Interesting.

[identity profile] siswinchester.livejournal.com 2012-01-17 08:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Always with the jerk. She rolled her eyes, lips twitching though at the kiss to her cheek. "You are a nerd. Bitch." Like he didn't expect that.

Glancing into her now empty food container, she sighed, and set it aside. At the question though, she arched a brow over at him. "Yeah, why wouldn't I be?"

Lol kinky.

[identity profile] siswinchester.livejournal.com 2012-01-17 09:30 pm (UTC)(link)
"Big step. Yeah...yeah I guess." Dana bit her lip in thought. She wondered if it would ever really hit her fully though, that she was now...living with him. Settled somewhere. She couldn't help but also wonder if it would last. Because for as long as she had been on the road, something like this had never lasted for her before. It kinda worried her. How much she wanted it to last and how she had this sinking feeling that it might not.

Blinking out of her thoughts, she looked back up at him. "You okay with this still?"

[identity profile] siswinchester.livejournal.com 2012-01-17 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, I suppose, given how you like to bitch about anything that does bother you." She chuckled, turning to drop a kiss to his shoulder, almost as if it was natural. It shouldn't be of course, but it felt like it was.

[identity profile] siswinchester.livejournal.com 2012-01-18 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
"Uh, you do, and you know it. Don't lie to yourself, I'm sure that isn't healthy." Dana teased. Sure, it made it easy to know what Sam wanted, but then again, his constant bitching about what he didn't want could be annoying some times. Lucky him she had grown to ignore most of it anyways.

[identity profile] siswinchester.livejournal.com 2012-01-19 06:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Smiling, she turned, wrapping her arms around him as she drew him down for a proper kiss. "We done with dinner yet?"

[identity profile] siswinchester.livejournal.com 2012-01-24 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
"You know I always have lots of things in mind when it comes to you." She murmured, moving over him to straddle his lap, press more kisses to his mouth.

[identity profile] siswinchester.livejournal.com 2012-01-24 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
Her teeth pulled gently at his lower lip, hands sliding down over his shoulders as she shifted on top of him, pressed closer. "Well..." She started quietly, starting to nip down his jaw. "I've been thinking about how I'd love to be riding you right now. Just like this..." She punctuated the point with a roll of her hips. "Or maybe not like this. I could turn around, ride you reverse cowgirl... doesn't that sound fun too Sammy?" She flickered her eyes back up to meet his own, a teasing smile at her lips as she nipped once more at his skin.

[identity profile] siswinchester.livejournal.com 2012-01-25 05:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Dana agreed with him, it would be easier. So she didn't object to lifting her arms to help him tug the top off, moaning as she leaned back into him, felt his teeth work over her jaw as she shifted her hips on top of his once more. Her breasts brushed at his chest and she moved up to her knees so he could start pushing the straps of her panties down over her hips.

[identity profile] siswinchester.livejournal.com 2012-01-25 05:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Her hand slipped up to tangle in the back of his hair as he moved his mouth down over her chest, her breath catching as she watched him, eyes hooded and dark, biting at her lower lip as he teased at her nipple. A shudder rolled through her body at the graze of his teeth, a gasp catching in her throat before she was moaning his name softly. "Sammy..."