Sam can't hold his liquor (for whatheneeds)

[onlytobenormal]

I... _{[That got him laughing too and maybe actually flushing a little bit.]} Shut up, Dean! I care about getting laid plenty! Just- it hasn't happened yet... but it will!

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Comments

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Yeah....yeah I don't either...sorry, I'm an idiot [And he really didn't know what he wanted to happen. He shut his eyes in embarrassment and started to get off the couch]

[onlytobenormal]

Where are you going? Dean... _{[He didn't actually want him to move away... even if he should.]}

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Nowhere, I was just gonna leave you alone, maybe head to bed.

[onlytobenormal]

Dean, come on, sorry... I just- I'm trying to make it okay and then you do stuff like that, like get close and give me these looks and it makes me wonder stupid crap like if you really want it or not.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

I know, I'm stupid. I don't....I don't know what I want so I thought if....[He shook his head, red with embarassment] at least then I would know.

[onlytobenormal]

_{[Sam pushed himself up a little, getting closer to Dean, quiet for a moment or so.]} Do you want me to? And dude, if I do, do you promise not to start avoiding me again? 'Cause if you do, I'm seriously going to punch you.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Just forget it, it was a dumb idea. [He still couldn't look at Sam at the mometn]

[onlytobenormal]

_{[He let out another irritated noise. Screw it. He was leaning in for another kiss and Dean couldn't insist later he hadn't at least given some signals for it.]}

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[Despite all of their previous conversation, Dean had somehow still not been prepared. Sams lips still tasted like cheap whiskey, but he still kissed him bak]

[onlytobenormal]

_{[His hand came up to hold onto the other's shirt tightly, pressing in a little closer. Whatever Dean was hoping to get out of this, he hoped he figured it out... though mostly he was focused on the taste of whiskey and Dean's lips against his own.]}

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[Not knowing what to do with his arms, he wrapped them around Sam and pulled him closer. The nice pool of alcohol his brain was currently swimming in made all of this so much easier]

[onlytobenormal]

_{[He let out a soft groan as he pushed in closer, one hand coming up to rest on the back of his brother's head as he worked at deepening that kiss.]}

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[at that moment the alarms started to go off, he needed to stop before things went to far. Unfortunately his body decided not to listen and he opened his mouth to deepen the kiss]

[onlytobenormal]

_{[He let out a soft noise, his tongue easing into the other's mouth and yeah, they should stop this, but his body wasn't exactly listening right now eitherl.]}

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[Finally after another minute he pressed his hand against Sam's chest to gently push him off]

[onlytobenormal]

_{[Sam let out a soft noise, though he didn't protest the pushing, easing off Dean slowly and looking at him quietly. Not sure what he should say, really. Not when he didn't know how Dean felt.]}

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[He stared at Sam for a moment and let our a nervous laugh]. Not a bad kisser.

[onlytobenormal]

_{[He snorted, looking down.]} Yeah... thanks. So- that was okay?

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

I..umm....I think so? [he gave a weak smile]. I mean I haven't exploded or thrown up or anything.

[onlytobenormal]

Shut up, Dean. _{[He gave the other a playful push.]} So... was that a one time thing or what?

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[He but his lip, looking down]. I don't know, it was kinda nice but that doesn't make us suddenly a good idea.

[onlytobenormal]

Yeah, well, neither is chasing monsters to kill, but that hasn't stopped us yet, huh?

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

This is different. This is...this could be really bad.

[onlytobenormal]

How could it be any worse than monsters, Dean? Seriously... no one has to know about it but us, you know. We're experts at covering things up.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Forget everybody knowing, what if we try and it doesn't work out?