I don't know... Dean, don't- don't trust me like that. Not when I want to do something to you, not when I barely have any control. I can't promise I won't do it if you ask me and mean it, Dean, so please...

_{[He was crying again and he couldn't stop it. God, he was scared and worried that- this wouldn't work out, that Dean would come to his senses and leave him. He could go be normal, as normal as they ever were anyway. He didn't have to put up with this.]}