He quieted down again. Dana was stubborn anyway, it wouldn't do any good to sit and argue with her over this... especially when he wanted to believe her.
There was so much crap between them right now and yeah, it was the least of their worries when they had demons on their asses, it was hard to not think about. What he wanted to do was go and get in Dana's bed because he always rested better with her close by and God, he'd give anything for some proper sleep right now...
But then there was the fact that she'd- gone and slept with someone else, hadn't told him. He'd just trusted her... Didn't know why she'd done it, if it was because he wasn't... enough in some way or she just really couldn't commit to these kinds of relationships.
And he couldn't even be pissed off at Jo over it, not when she was hurt. The jealousy he'd noted here and there was enough to make him feel like an ass for doing too much with Dana when she was close enough to see it anyway, even if none of this was his fault.
And none of this stopped him from looking over at Dana, a little longingly. Without the relationship stuff making this complicated, Dana was his big sister... the one who'd stuck by him and hell, practically raised him more often than not. Dana was the closest thing to home and comfort he had right now and he couldn't even say it. "You should get some rest. Bet you're tired... I'll wake you up when Jo gets back with the food."
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There was so much crap between them right now and yeah, it was the least of their worries when they had demons on their asses, it was hard to not think about. What he wanted to do was go and get in Dana's bed because he always rested better with her close by and God, he'd give anything for some proper sleep right now...
But then there was the fact that she'd- gone and slept with someone else, hadn't told him. He'd just trusted her... Didn't know why she'd done it, if it was because he wasn't... enough in some way or she just really couldn't commit to these kinds of relationships.
And he couldn't even be pissed off at Jo over it, not when she was hurt. The jealousy he'd noted here and there was enough to make him feel like an ass for doing too much with Dana when she was close enough to see it anyway, even if none of this was his fault.
And none of this stopped him from looking over at Dana, a little longingly. Without the relationship stuff making this complicated, Dana was his big sister... the one who'd stuck by him and hell, practically raised him more often than not. Dana was the closest thing to home and comfort he had right now and he couldn't even say it. "You should get some rest. Bet you're tired... I'll wake you up when Jo gets back with the food."