clothes shopping! for samefivealbums

[onlytobenormal]

_{(Continued from sws)}

[As soon as they'd both got in the car, Sam was making his way towards the nearest clothing store he could think of. They needed to get Dean some seriously more appropriate clothes here soon. Though the thought of panty or bra shopping with Dean? A little bit awkward.]

[He was strangely more interested about the possible month with his brother than he thought he would've been before... Dean had come up. It was good to have his brother back in some way than when he'd first left for college. Still not something he wanted to think about and he didn't want to dwell on that bad blood, especially right now.]

So... how's it feel anyway? Waking up in a different body?

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[onlytobenormal]

[that got him to pull a face. yeah, that mental image was sticking around awhile.] Yeah, no, Dean. I mean, I'm not complaining, but you definitely don't have the body as a dude to pull this off... at least not in the way you'd want.

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Hey, I was just trying to make you happy. [She poked him lightly in the chest.] Most guys wouldn't agree to stuff like that, you know. I'm awesome that way.

[onlytobenormal]

[He snorts.] Yeah, seriously never saw the crossdressing offer to come from you, dude. I'm not, uh, into that though. It's totally okay.

[He shifted his weight until he was leaning over her.] Into a lot of the other stuff you do though.

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[She turned onto her back and smiled up at him, her hands roaming up over his chest, along the sides of his neck, and up to cradle his face.] Yeah? Like what things, for instance?

[onlytobenormal]

Hmm... I think you already got a pretty good idea, Dean. [He smiled, leaning in to press a kiss to her lips.] Too good an idea actually. It's too easy for you to get me worked up, sometimes.

[samefivealbums]

Mmmm. [She smiled into the kiss and pulled him closer.] I see nothing wrong with that. I like you worked up. You're hot when you're panting and grabbing at me.

[onlytobenormal]

Well, yeah... I'd hope so or we'd have some problems, huh? [He pressed himself closer, kissing down her neck and chest as he slowly starts to work the bodice off, wanting to be able to have more access to her skin.]

[samefivealbums]

No problems here. [She turned her head to look down and watch his long, nimble fingers work the ties on the bodice. It was really nice to watch his hands move over her.]

[onlytobenormal]

[When it was off, he let his hands smooth back up bare skin, kneading at her breasts for a moment before his mouth descended and he kissed and lapped at the exposed skin.]

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[She sighed and closed her eyes, enjoying the feel of him. His hands, his mouth, his weight on her. She tangled a hand in his hair, holding on lightly. There was no need to try to guide him. He did just fine on his own.] Never get tired of you touching me.

[onlytobenormal]

[He sighed at those words, nuzzling her affectionately.] I never get tired of it either, Dean...

[he slowly crawled back up her body, their lips meeting in a soft, slow kiss as he pressed them as close together as he could, skin against skin.] Love you.

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Love you, too. [She wrapped her arms around him, kissing him again. Soft, slow, lazy. It felt good to be close like this. She basked in his affection, returning it every bit as much.] So much.

[onlytobenormal]

So you're really happy, huh, Dean? [He asked, his tone soft.] Like this... with me? I mean- no one else you'd want or whatever?

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'Course I'm happy. [She reached up and rubbed a fingertip playfully along the bridge of his nose.] Why would I want anybody else when I can have you?

[onlytobenormal]

[He made a face, but it soon softened up at those words. Yeah, part of him would probably always want Dean's approval, want his big brother to be proud, no matter how much he grew up and... so hearing that? It was just - nice. Good to know. Didn't care how messed up that made him right now. He leaned up, pressing another kiss to her lips.] Love you, Dean.

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I love you, too. [She kissed him slow and soft, then pushed him back a little to see his face. Her thumbs rubbed along his cheekbones gently.] I meant what I said before. I know you don't believe it, but I meant it. I'll tell Dad... I'll tell him I don't want to move around anymore. That I want to be in California, closer to you.

Just... I need to know it's what you really want. For the long haul. Before I go turning everything upside down.

[onlytobenormal]

[He let his eyes meet hers when he was pushed back, frowning a little. She was saying she was serious still, touching on a topic he'd kinda... thought they'd pretend hadn't happened.]

[And she was asking him for a decision. He could still remember her telling him that he'd need - to answer, the next time she asked about their relationship, not brush it off, not ignore it or say he needed to think about it. He frowned, slowly looking down.]

[God, he was nervous all of a sudden.] I want you to answer this for me first, Dean, seriously... you wouldn't really be pissed eventually if I- asked you to do that? To leave Dad like that?

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You mean, do I think I'll regret it or something down the line? [She frowned, taking the time to really think about it instead of giving the knee-jerk answer. She shook her head slowly.] I think I already regret not taking your side before. I think I'll miss Dad like crazy, but I already miss him. It's not like I see him much as it is. More than anything, I want us all to be together as a family... but, I don't think that's gonna happen.

I'm gonna miss him. I'm gonna be sorry he won't bury the hatchet with you and let us all be together again. I'm pretty sure I won't be blaming you for any of that, though.

You're not asking me to do anything, right now. I'm making an offer. Don't take it lightly. If there's even the slightest chance you think you might decide you don't want me around, tell me now, please.

[onlytobenormal]

Basically, yeah. [He softened a bit at those words though.] I don't see how it can happen, Dean... Dad doesn't want to see me and if you say- you want to be here with me, I don't know what's gonna happen. I don't want you to get hurt, dude, and I know- you would be if he kicked you out on your ass like he did me.

[he wanted Dean to really think about it, consider it.] Would you keep hunting around here? [There was another pause and he gave Dean another look.] Hey, it's not like - I'd get sick of you, Dean. You're my brother, okay? And- yeah, I like being away from Dad and hunting and- I was pissed that you didn't... I don't know. [That he let Dad kick him out like that. but he didn't want to get into that, not right now...]

But I do miss having my big brother around. You were- what was good in my life growing up, okay? No matter what stupid arguments we got into growing up.

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It's gonna hurt, dude. Not saying it won't. Sometimes it's worth getting hurt, though. [She rubbed Sam's arm lightly, as much to ground herself as to comfort him.] And yeah, I'd want to keep hunting around here. I'm good at it, Sammy, and I like helping people. I just wouldn't be gone as long or all over the country like I am now.

[onlytobenormal]

[He let out a sigh at the touch, leaning in until his head was rested on her shoulder, just seeking some kind of comfort as he thought it through.] I'd like it, Dean...

[He bit back on the desire to remind Dean that he still- didn't want anything to do with hunting, that he didn't want to be part of that life anymore. He'd told him that so many times before and he just had to try and believe that dean understood it well enough by now.]

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Then that's what I'll do. [She tightened her arms around him and rested her cheek against the top of his head. It wasn't going to be a pretty scene with Dad, but... she was happy here with Sam and it was something she should have done two years ago.]

[She knew Sam wouldn't be hunting with her. It was just something she couldn't give up on, entirely. Well, she could if he asked her to, but she was hoping he wouldn't.]

[onlytobenormal]

I-... Thanks, Dean. It really... It'll be nice to have my brother back. [He murmured softly, not quite moving away from her, just staying close to her.]

[samefivealbums]

You got me if you want me, Sammy. [She really, really hoped he was sure this was what he wanted. Once Dean made the break with Dad, she had a distinct feeling she wouldn't be able to go back.]

[She nuzzled into his hair, squeezing him again.] You okay?

[onlytobenormal]

[Yeah, part of him wanted it, but part of him- he didn't know. Knew how Dean would follow whatever Dad said, wanted to be with him and he didn't know if he should really tell him to probably go get kicked out just like he had.]

[At the question, he gave a slow nod.] Yeah... m'fine, Dean. Just thinking a little. You?