Maybe it was stupid to rush into this, to press for his brother to fuck him in the shower when it was fucking that landed them in this mess, but... it was a comfort, for both of them hopefully. A way to be close.

When the kiss was ended, he lapped at the other's lips teasingly, his breath heavy and his eyes half-lidded. "Dean..."

He squirmed a little back against those fingers. Wasn't the same without the lube, but it wasn't bad. Right now, he was just eager for anything anyway, as long as it was Dean giving it to him. "Love you."