I don't know how to let you go [For whatheneeds

[onlytobenormal]

<sub>[Dean needed the sleep. He deserved it, so Sam hadn't come back to the motel room that night. He'd found another place to wait out the day, get some rest himself. He came back that night though... couldn't stay away. What he should have done was get out as fast as he could, as far away from Dean so he didn't have to follow him, could forget about him eventually... maybe.

But he didn't do that.

He checked around to make sure Dad's truck wasn't anywhere to be seen before he went to check the door, tapping on it to be let in. Figured Dean'd be locked up and he didn't want to break in if Dean was there tonight.]

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[onlytobenormal]

Because if you're anything like me, you'll jump on the first person you see and you'll regret it. If- if you want something that bad, I'll find you an animal or you can drink from me.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[Nothing Sam was saying made any sense, he couldn't think past his hunger]. Dude I can smell it, I'm fucking hungry and there's food outside. I'll be back in a sec and he tried to leave again]L

[onlytobenormal]

Dean! _{[He didn't know if drinking another vampire's blood would help any or if it'd just get him too weak to keep Dean from doing something stupid, but he was bringing his wrist back up anyway. Biting into it, he offered it out.]} Have this, Dean... you can't go feed on people.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[Dean didn't need to be told twice. He could smell the blood in the air and faster than humanly possible Dean was on him, grabbing his wrist and drinking deeply]

[onlytobenormal]

_{[He gave a sigh of relief when Dean went for it, reaching up with his free hand to rest on the other's shoulder lightly.]} Dean...

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Hmm? [He looked up at Sam but never stopped drinking]

[onlytobenormal]

Nothing... just- careful.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[He just shrugged and drank deeper. It made him feel warm and strong and all Dean could do was want more]

[onlytobenormal]

_{[Sam let him drink until he started to feel dizzy and a little lightheaded. He pulled away then, trying to tug his wrist loose.]} Dean, stop... enough.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[He tried to hold on a little bit longer but eventually let go. He smiled up at Sam and locked his lips clean]

[onlytobenormal]

_{[He rested heavily back against the wall, tipping his head back.]} Feel better?

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[He nodded eagerly]. Yeah, I feel.....awesome actually. Like...I don't remembere ever feeling this good. Are you okay?

[onlytobenormal]

Good. _{[He offered up a slight smile.]} Yeah, just a little tired's all... _{[Maybe he'd given too much, but he could fix it later probably.]}

So you're okay? Seriously?

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

I'm amazing, should I go get you something though? You okay? [Hebdidnt know why he wasn't freaking out, things just felt too nice right now. Everything was bright and awesome]

[onlytobenormal]

Nah, I'll be fine. _{[He gave a reassuring look.]} I'll find something tonight. Unfortunately, it'll take more than... like, a rabbit or something to help.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Yeah me too, shit I'm still kinda hungry. How could a rabbit ever be enough?

[onlytobenormal]

The hunger doesn't really... go away entirely. Well, maybe I just don't drink enough. There's stuff like cattle and larger animals and they seem to help the most.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Yeah...we should get some of that... [He was already wandering back to the bed but stopped mid way onto it when he felt the sheets]. Jesus! Everything feels different...

[onlytobenormal]

I know, huh? _{[He moved to settle on the edge of the bed, smiling vaguely.]} Everything is different.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Dude, how do you not just go around touching shit? [Dean was already a very tactile person so with this added bonus he just sat there petting the blanket]

[onlytobenormal]

_{[He was laughing. He couldn't help it.]} Dude, it's like you're stoned right now or something! You'll get used to it...

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

I'm not stoned its just....it's a lot. [he frowned, looking at the wall]. I mean...I can hear people's hearts beating in the next room. [he paused for a moment and cocked his hrsd]. I think they're having sex..,

[onlytobenormal]

Dude... [He made a face.] Stop focusing so hard on that... [Yeah, it sounded like they were having a hell of a time over though though.]

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

I can't help it...it's everything, it's too much. [Dean frowned and continued to stare at the door]. And I'm still hungry.

[onlytobenormal]

I know... you'll get better. [It was rough at first. He gave Dean a look and shifted closer, reaching out to touch his face, guide his attention back.] I know, Dean, but remember why you can't go eat. You don't want to hurt those people, right?