I don't know how to let you go [For whatheneeds

[onlytobenormal]

<sub>[Dean needed the sleep. He deserved it, so Sam hadn't come back to the motel room that night. He'd found another place to wait out the day, get some rest himself. He came back that night though... couldn't stay away. What he should have done was get out as fast as he could, as far away from Dean so he didn't have to follow him, could forget about him eventually... maybe.

But he didn't do that.

He checked around to make sure Dad's truck wasn't anywhere to be seen before he went to check the door, tapping on it to be let in. Figured Dean'd be locked up and he didn't want to break in if Dean was there tonight.]

((Continued from here!))</sub>

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[onlytobenormal]

I know... you'll get better. [It was rough at first. He gave Dean a look and shifted closer, reaching out to touch his face, guide his attention back.] I know, Dean, but remember why you can't go eat. You don't want to hurt those people, right?

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Huh? [He leaned into the touch a little, it still felt warm and he was cold. He stared at Sam for a second, almost forgetting wht the right answer was, he was just do hungrt]. Right...yeah, sorry.

[onlytobenormal]

You need to lay down and try to get some rest, okay? [He felt drained after giving Dean so much of his own blood and he honestly didn't know if he could do much to stop him if Dean did decide to leave... he'd try though.] Go to sleep.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

I'm not tired [He grumbled but found himself laying down anyway for some reason]

[onlytobenormal]

Well, you have to stay inside when the sun comes up anyway. Trust me, you'll want to.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[Dean barely listens, he can't stop looking around at everything]. Seriously, how do you deal with this? Everything's so bright, shit things even smell different, even you. How do you not go nuts or just have super ADD?

[onlytobenormal]

I smell different, huh? Like what? [He gave a snort, shrugging.] You just... get used to it, I guess. Still gets a little overwhelming sometimes though.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

I don't know....not bad or anything, it's hard to explain, you just do. Like family...I guess, which doesn't make any sense cause that's not a scent.

[onlytobenormal]

[That got a smile out of him.] Well, guess it's a good thing considering I am your family, I guess.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it's just....weird. You smell good though.

[onlytobenormal]

[He shifted a little closer, reaching out to put a hand on the other's shoulder.] How do you feel besides all that?

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Weird....but kinda good [He gave a small smile]

[onlytobenormal]

Good... [He managed a smile of his own.] I hope you don't regret this, Dean...

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Hey it's you and me again, right? I couldn't regret that part of it, we're family again.

[onlytobenormal]

We were family before too, Dean... but yeah, you're right.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

No...we were different [He lowers his head, frowning slightly]]. But...but we're the same again now.

[onlytobenormal]

[He frowned a little himself, reaching out to touch his hand.] Thank you, Dean... for doing this.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[he looked up at Sam as if just remember how important the decision he'd just made was. He didn't know what was coming over him, why he was acting so snazzy but he came back to himself long enough to grasp Sam's hand]. I wasn't gonna let you do this alone.

[onlytobenormal]

[He smiled softly at that. He felt guilty... he had a feeling Dean was going to end up resenting him for this, hating him... but at least he had him right now.] Guess we're going to be stuck together for awhile, huh?

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Yup < small>[He grinned and laid back in bed]. And just wait, in a hundred years you're gonna get so sick of me,

[onlytobenormal]

In a hundred years, you had better update your music collection... Seriously, dude.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

No way, and I'm still gonna be driving my baby, I don't care if I have to invert her into a flying car by then.

[onlytobenormal]

The cassettes you have will have all broken by then. You'll have to at least upgrade to CDs or... however they'll play music then.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Fine...I guess [He pouted a little]. But if you get bored of me in a century or two and wanna move on I'll understand. I'm here for as long as you need me.

[onlytobenormal]

Dean...[He shifted a little closer.] I'm sure we're both going to get frustrated and fed up with each other... we do that now, but you're my brother either way.