onlytobenormal | I don't know how to let you go [For whatheneeds

[The door opened and a hand shot out, pulling Sam inside before it slammed the door shut. Dean just stared at his brother for a second, somewhere between relieved and furious. Finally he raised a fist and punched Sam in the face, not as hard as he should have but it needed to be done] You promise! You fucking promised you'd be here and I wake up alone? Fuck you.

[It all happened so fast, he hadn't been expecting the punch to the damn face he got. He could tell Dean had held back, but still, it got a glare out of him, eyes narrowing. He wasn't going to give anything back though. He didn't want to actually hurt Dean.

Though the punch? Didn't put him in the best mood. He rubbed the spot idly even if it didn't really hurt that much.] Dude, what the hell? You were tired! I was trying to let you sleep. You didn't have to punch me in the face for that.

You could have left a fucking note or called me, I thought you'd taken off on me! You know what, this...this isn't going to work [He grabbed his already packed duffel] I spent the whole day thinking some hunter had offed you and I'm gonna spend every night you go out thinking the same thing.

Dean-- [The punch might not have hurt, but those words went right through him. His eyes widened, that panic he was trying hard to ignore setting in. He stepped closer to his brother, eyes going wide.] Dean, you don't mean that. Please... I'm sorry, alright?

You were just so tired, I wanted you to rest, okay? I won't leave you again.

[His resolve weakened a little seeing that panicked look on Sam's face, he didn't want to do this to Sam] I just...I need to think, okay? I should go, at least check in with Dad, make sure he's nowhere near your trail and I'll think about all this.

_{[He didn't really trust that Dean would be coming back from that, that this could ever turn out in his favor... and he couldn't blame Dean. Who'd want to run off with a monster? But still...]} Dude, I'd know if I was being trailed. I'm fine. And- and I think I can make the animals work.

Yeah? You fed on animals last night? [That got a smile out of him, weak as it was] God Sammy, that's great.

Yeah... [He was smiling too now, just a little. He couldn't exactly be too glad or relieved when Dean was going to leave and most likely, not come back.] So I guess that solves one of my problems...

Sam....I wanna stay with you, you know that but I dont know how it could work....I'm sorry. I'll come see you all the time.... [He'd practiced what he was going to say but it was still hard to go the words out. He was tempted to say fuck it and stay, but he knew ge shouldnt]

Yeah? How are you going to do that, Dean? _{[He snorts.]} I gotta keep moving and it's going to be too risky to contact you. You know that. Besides, even if that wasn't the case... Dad would be too suspicious if you slipped off to the same area all the time.

Sam...I get the feeling dad won't want me around too much longer. He blames me for you being gone, he barely looks at me and I can't tell him what really happened.

It's not your fault, Dean. _{[He shrugged.]} So, what. You're going to go off by yourself?

[he sighed and ran a hand through his hair]. Not a fan of the idea but yeah I guess, till I figure out what I'm gonna do. I'll keep you in the loop though, I still don't wanna loose you Sam.

I don't know how to let you go [For whatheneeds

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