I don't know how to let you go [For whatheneeds

[onlytobenormal]

<sub>[Dean needed the sleep. He deserved it, so Sam hadn't come back to the motel room that night. He'd found another place to wait out the day, get some rest himself. He came back that night though... couldn't stay away. What he should have done was get out as fast as he could, as far away from Dean so he didn't have to follow him, could forget about him eventually... maybe.

But he didn't do that.

He checked around to make sure Dad's truck wasn't anywhere to be seen before he went to check the door, tapping on it to be let in. Figured Dean'd be locked up and he didn't want to break in if Dean was there tonight.]

((Continued from here!))</sub>

Comments

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

I..uh....[shit he had nothing. He wanted to say yes but his mouth wouldnt make the damn word. He found himself looking anywhere but at sam]

[onlytobenormal]

Dean... _{[He was shifting over Dean, planting one hand beside him on the pillow as he looked down.]} Tell me... please.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[Dean rolled into his back so he was looking up at Sam, trying not go show how terrified ge was. Afte a minute he swallowed hard and nodded his head, not trusting his own voice right now]

[onlytobenormal]

Okay... _{[His expression softened a little.]} Calm down, Dean... your heart is pounding... I can hear it.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Oh....sorry [He tried taking a few deep breathes to calm himself down but he knew it wasn't helping]

[onlytobenormal]

It's okay, but-- okay. _{[he licked his lips, looking Dean over.]} You'll have to drink my blood.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Ok....thats gross [He squirmed a little under Sam's gaze] ok, stop looking at me like I'm a burger.

[onlytobenormal]

I'm not... dude, I'm just looking at you. _{[At least, that's all he was trying to do. Dean did smell good and the beating of his heart was too distracting.]} And yeah, it's not the most pleasant, but how were you expecting to get turned?

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Well I don't know! I just thought you...ya know.. [He opened his mouth and brought his two index fingers up to look like fangs]. And then you bite me and I turn.

[onlytobenormal]

Dude, if it was that simple, do you know how many vampires there would be? _{[He paused.]} Do you want it still or not?

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Umm...I...guess [He sunk further down into the pillow as if trying to hide homself]

[onlytobenormal]

Dean... _{[He hesitated a little, starting to draw back.]} You're not sure.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

No! [he grabbed Sam's arm]. I'm as sure as I'm gonna get.

[onlytobenormal]

_{[He moved in a little bit closer, frowning.]} You better me, Dean. If I start, there's no turning back.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

I don't know...I know it's a bad idea but I want it anyway.

[onlytobenormal]

Maybe you should sleep on it, Dean... there's always tomorrow night.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

If I wait till tomorrow I won't do it. You want this to happen? Get it over with.

[onlytobenormal]

<sub>[reluctantly, Sam pushed forward. Really, all he had to go off of was when he was turned...

So he let his teeth sink into the other's neck, carefully so he didn't cause too much pain. Maybe he could have skipped that step, but... he was getting kind of hungry and if he was going to be sharing his blood? It was probably smart to make sure he had enough to give.]</sub>

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[Dean yelled out in pain, immediately thinking maybe this was a bad idea. He raised his hands to push Sam off, but somehow ended up clinging to Sam's arms instead.]

[onlytobenormal]

_{[He gave a groan because, God, Dean tasted so much better than any animal he'd been living off of. Lifting one hand, he pushed it through Dean's hair soothingly. He wasn't going to hurt Dean, was going to pull away soon.]}

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[he gave a small cry but his grip started to relax a little as he grew tired. His head spun from the blood loss. Everything suddenly seemed so far away]

[onlytobenormal]

_{[Sam pulled away and bit into his own wrist, pressing it to Dean's lips to make him drink. Wasn't going to give him a choice, not after seeing how weak he was getting.]} Come on, Dean...

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[Dean let out a pathetic whimper and tried to turn his head au. He didn't feel good, he just wanted to sleep. Why s somebody bugging him?]

[onlytobenormal]

_{[He reached out and coaxed the other's lips to part with his free hand, letting his own blood drip into his mouth until he was sure he'd swallowed some before he drew it back. He was watching anxiously. The night he'd been turned? Was kind of a blur. God, he hoped he didn't mess this up...]}

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[Dean weakly reached out for Sam's wrist when he pulled away. The liquid had actually tasted kind of good. His breathing got more labored and shallow as Ge shut his eyes, until it finally stopped all together and dean went still]