I don't know how to let you go [For whatheneeds

[onlytobenormal]

<sub>[Dean needed the sleep. He deserved it, so Sam hadn't come back to the motel room that night. He'd found another place to wait out the day, get some rest himself. He came back that night though... couldn't stay away. What he should have done was get out as fast as he could, as far away from Dean so he didn't have to follow him, could forget about him eventually... maybe.

But he didn't do that.

He checked around to make sure Dad's truck wasn't anywhere to be seen before he went to check the door, tapping on it to be let in. Figured Dean'd be locked up and he didn't want to break in if Dean was there tonight.]

((Continued from here!))</sub>

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[onlytobenormal]

_{[He was inching closer, looking him over.]} I just want you to be sure, Dean... there's no going back.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I kinda got that with the whole forever thing. I'm not promising I'm not gonna regret it at some point but I would try to work through it... [He finally opened his eyes, looking up at Sam trying as hard as he could not to show how scared he was]. Do you think I should? Honestly?

[onlytobenormal]

I can't answer that, Dean... _{[He shrugged a little helplessly.]} You'd be with me forever... you wouldn't die or get old.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[He managed a small smile]. Not dying does sound kind of nice, at least for awhile anyway....

[onlytobenormal]

I guess, yeah... _{[He managed a small smirk of his own.]} You'd have super powers too, I guess.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Heyive wanted superpowers since I was 6, sign me up man [He started laughing]

[onlytobenormal]

_{[He gave a laugh of his own.]} You're a dork, Dean.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

So you don't wanna spend eternity with a dork?

[onlytobenormal]

What? I didn't say that..._{[The laughter died down as he looked up, curious.]} Just- you weren't being serious, right?

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Uh...yea [he forced a smile, looking beyond embarassed]. Yeah, no I was joking... [He looked down, feeling ashamed all of a sudden]

[onlytobenormal]

Hey... _{[Sam pushed himself up a little, looking down at Dean. God, he shouldn't do this, but...]} I'll do it if you're sure, Dean...

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

I..uh....[shit he had nothing. He wanted to say yes but his mouth wouldnt make the damn word. He found himself looking anywhere but at sam]

[onlytobenormal]

Dean... _{[He was shifting over Dean, planting one hand beside him on the pillow as he looked down.]} Tell me... please.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[Dean rolled into his back so he was looking up at Sam, trying not go show how terrified ge was. Afte a minute he swallowed hard and nodded his head, not trusting his own voice right now]

[onlytobenormal]

Okay... _{[His expression softened a little.]} Calm down, Dean... your heart is pounding... I can hear it.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Oh....sorry [He tried taking a few deep breathes to calm himself down but he knew it wasn't helping]

[onlytobenormal]

It's okay, but-- okay. _{[he licked his lips, looking Dean over.]} You'll have to drink my blood.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Ok....thats gross [He squirmed a little under Sam's gaze] ok, stop looking at me like I'm a burger.

[onlytobenormal]

I'm not... dude, I'm just looking at you. _{[At least, that's all he was trying to do. Dean did smell good and the beating of his heart was too distracting.]} And yeah, it's not the most pleasant, but how were you expecting to get turned?

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Well I don't know! I just thought you...ya know.. [He opened his mouth and brought his two index fingers up to look like fangs]. And then you bite me and I turn.

[onlytobenormal]

Dude, if it was that simple, do you know how many vampires there would be? _{[He paused.]} Do you want it still or not?

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Umm...I...guess [He sunk further down into the pillow as if trying to hide homself]

[onlytobenormal]

Dean... _{[He hesitated a little, starting to draw back.]} You're not sure.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

No! [he grabbed Sam's arm]. I'm as sure as I'm gonna get.

[onlytobenormal]

_{[He moved in a little bit closer, frowning.]} You better me, Dean. If I start, there's no turning back.