I don't know how to let you go [For whatheneeds

[onlytobenormal]

<sub>[Dean needed the sleep. He deserved it, so Sam hadn't come back to the motel room that night. He'd found another place to wait out the day, get some rest himself. He came back that night though... couldn't stay away. What he should have done was get out as fast as he could, as far away from Dean so he didn't have to follow him, could forget about him eventually... maybe.

But he didn't do that.

He checked around to make sure Dad's truck wasn't anywhere to be seen before he went to check the door, tapping on it to be let in. Figured Dean'd be locked up and he didn't want to break in if Dean was there tonight.]

((Continued from here!))</sub>

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[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[He shrugged, turniNg so his body fully faced Sam again]. I don't know..leverything was kinda foggy for a second.

[onlytobenormal]

Sorry. _{[He hadn't actually thought... damn, maybe it wasn't smart to be around Dean like this.]} I won't do it again.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[Dean shrugged and smiled a little]. Hey man no big deal, you have super powers. Go with it. I wish I had Jedi mind tricks, use it on chicks at a bar...

[onlytobenormal]

How can you be cool knowing I could mess with your mind, dude?

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

I don't know....I just gotta hope you won't? [of course it freaked him out a little, but the last thing Sam needed was him freaking out, he didn't want Sam thinking he thought he was a monster]

[onlytobenormal]

I won't... _{[Of course he wouldn't. He'd try not to anyway. He curled up a little bit.]}

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Well then why shouldnt I be cool with it? I trust you Sammy. Hell I'm jealous [He grinned<\/small>. If you practice maybe you can actually screw with people, you never have to pay for drinks again.

[onlytobenormal]

That's not something I'm really eager to do, Dean...

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Oh...wel...I thought it sounded fun [he frowned, almost pouted]. Figures you'd get the cool powers, you won't even use 'em right. Then again I didn't do what you asked, so maybe you're just a sucky vampire....no pun intended, I swear.

[onlytobenormal]

_{[That gets him to pull a face, reaching over to give Dean a light tap--careful to not really hurt him.]} I am not a sucky vampire just because I don't want to con people into giving me drinks!

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[He snickered a little, finally starting to feel at ease again with Sam, despite the fact that they were in bed together and Sam was a vampire]. Ok, if you do actually have some real mojo would you use it to con people onto giving your poor mortal brother drinks?

[onlytobenormal]

_{[He rolled his eyes, but he actually did smile at that... just because Dean's mood seemed better.]} Maybe... depends on how nice to me you are.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

I'll be a good little renfield I promise, just provide booze.

[onlytobenormal]

Dude, stop saying that... you're my big brother. _{[He shifted a little bit closer to the other, tugging the blankets around him a little more.]}

Fine, whatever. I'll get you drinks if I can.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Awesome..if you can. Maybe you can't though, maybe your power is just making people feel a little buzzed [He shrugged and found himself watching Sam's chest for a second, noticing how it didn't move]

[onlytobenormal]

Oh, that'd be great. And dude, stop staring at my chest. _{[He arched a brow.]} It's really weird.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[He blinked and looked away, cheeks turning red]. Sorry! I just...it doesn't move.

[onlytobenormal]

Guess not... _{[He looked down, frowning a little.]} Does it bother you?

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

No! No it doesn't bother me, it's just...weird. [And now he's back to staring[. So that means no pulse, like if I put my hand over your heart...nothing?

[onlytobenormal]

_{[He rolled his eyes, smiling a little bit.]} You can test it out if you want, but... I am a vampire, dude.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[And he did try it, awkward as it was. Even through Sams shirt dean could feel how cold his brother was, and just like he thought, nothing. He just stared at his own hand, trying to hold back tears at the proof of what he already knew. His brother was technically dead, ge was hanging out with a corpse]

[onlytobenormal]

_{[It was a little awkward, but Sam shrugged it off as best as he could, letting Dean press his hand to his palm. It wasn't until he saw that look on his face that he frowned a little, slowly reaching down to place one of his hands over Dean's on his chest.]} Dean...?

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[He snapped out of it a little and looked up at Sam with almost frightened eyrs]. We're not even the same species now Sammy. Fuck, we're supposed to stick together. I let you go out on your own and you died! [he could feel his own heart pounding in his chest but Sam's remained stoll]

[onlytobenormal]

_{[He could hear it. He could hear Dean's heart pounding and awkward and weird as it was, he scooted closer to sling an arm around Dean in a half-hug.]} It wasn't your fault, Dean... I shouldn't- I should've known better. I was an idiot. It was my fault, okay?

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[he just shook his head but let himself be pulled closer].we're still family though right? Even if we're different, even if I gotta grow up, we're still brothers...