onlytobenormal | I don't know how to let you go [For whatheneeds

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I don't know how to let you go [For whatheneeds

_{[Dean needed the sleep. He deserved it, so Sam hadn't come back to the motel room that night. He'd found another place to wait out the day, get some rest himself. He came back that night though... couldn't stay away. What he should have done was get out as fast as he could, as far away from Dean so he didn't have to follow him, could forget about him eventually... maybe.

But he didn't do that.

He checked around to make sure Dad's truck wasn't anywhere to be seen before he went to check the door, tapping on it to be let in. Figured Dean'd be locked up and he didn't want to break in if Dean was there tonight.]

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_{[Sam let him drink until he started to feel dizzy and a little lightheaded. He pulled away then, trying to tug his wrist loose.]} Dean, stop... enough.

[He tried to hold on a little bit longer but eventually let go. He smiled up at Sam and locked his lips clean]

_{[He rested heavily back against the wall, tipping his head back.]} Feel better?

[He nodded eagerly]. Yeah, I feel.....awesome actually. Like...I don't remembere ever feeling this good. Are you okay?

Good. _{[He offered up a slight smile.]} Yeah, just a little tired's all... _{[Maybe he'd given too much, but he could fix it later probably.]}

So you're okay? Seriously?

I'm amazing, should I go get you something though? You okay? [Hebdidnt know why he wasn't freaking out, things just felt too nice right now. Everything was bright and awesome]

Nah, I'll be fine. _{[He gave a reassuring look.]} I'll find something tonight. Unfortunately, it'll take more than... like, a rabbit or something to help.

Yeah me too, shit I'm still kinda hungry. How could a rabbit ever be enough?

The hunger doesn't really... go away entirely. Well, maybe I just don't drink enough. There's stuff like cattle and larger animals and they seem to help the most.

Yeah...we should get some of that... [He was already wandering back to the bed but stopped mid way onto it when he felt the sheets]. Jesus! Everything feels different...

I know, huh? _{[He moved to settle on the edge of the bed, smiling vaguely.]} Everything is different.

Dude, how do you not just go around touching shit? [Dean was already a very tactile person so with this added bonus he just sat there petting the blanket]

_{[He was laughing. He couldn't help it.]} Dude, it's like you're stoned right now or something! You'll get used to it...

I'm not stoned its just....it's a lot. [he frowned, looking at the wall]. I mean...I can hear people's hearts beating in the next room. [he paused for a moment and cocked his hrsd]. I think they're having sex..,

Dude... [He made a face.] Stop focusing so hard on that... [Yeah, it sounded like they were having a hell of a time over though though.]

I can't help it...it's everything, it's too much. [Dean frowned and continued to stare at the door]. And I'm still hungry.

I know... you'll get better. [It was rough at first. He gave Dean a look and shifted closer, reaching out to touch his face, guide his attention back.] I know, Dean, but remember why you can't go eat. You don't want to hurt those people, right?

Huh? [He leaned into the touch a little, it still felt warm and he was cold. He stared at Sam for a second, almost forgetting wht the right answer was, he was just do hungrt]. Right...yeah, sorry.

You need to lay down and try to get some rest, okay? [He felt drained after giving Dean so much of his own blood and he honestly didn't know if he could do much to stop him if Dean did decide to leave... he'd try though.] Go to sleep.

I'm not tired [He grumbled but found himself laying down anyway for some reason]

Well, you have to stay inside when the sun comes up anyway. Trust me, you'll want to.

[Dean barely listens, he can't stop looking around at everything]. Seriously, how do you deal with this? Everything's so bright, shit things even smell different, even you. How do you not go nuts or just have super ADD?

I smell different, huh? Like what? [He gave a snort, shrugging.] You just... get used to it, I guess. Still gets a little overwhelming sometimes though.

I don't know....not bad or anything, it's hard to explain, you just do. Like family...I guess, which doesn't make any sense cause that's not a scent.

[That got a smile out of him.] Well, guess it's a good thing considering I am your family, I guess.

I don't know how to let you go [For whatheneeds

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