Sam Winchester (
onlytobenormal) wrote2011-12-27 10:42 am
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It had been two months and three days. He'd been counting, as much as he hadn't wanted to be this hung up on his sister's visits or not. They'd talked... quite a bit over the phone, though he'd shied away from what they'd done over the weekend for the most part. Mostly because he'd been freaked out for the first couple weeks as the realization sunk in and then he didn't... know how to bring it up over the phone.
He didn't know what to say about the fact he'd fucked his own sister multiple times, that he knew it hadn't been just-- for the physical thrill of it. But the more time he had to make peace with the fact, the less the guilt weighed on him. It hadn't felt wrong, it hadn't-- been wrong. It had been between them, it hadn't hurt anyone else.
He didn't know if that meant they should do it again... probably not. It couldn't go anywhere or be anything, it sure as hell didn't factor into this new life of his. Unfortunately, he didn't know if logically knowing something was a bad idea would mean crap if he was faced with a drunk, horny sister again, especially when he couldn't help but thin of those times together. Not that he was going to admit most his fantasies involved his own sister riding him, calling out for him.
Especially not to said sister.
Despite all the risks though, Sam finally convinced her to come for a visit and she promised, promised she'd be in by Friday after his classes. Sam would be lying if he said he wasn't anxiously checking his watch, waiting... trying to keep his thoughts from drifting to what he'd like to be doing with her this weekend--which involved mostly varying states of undress in the middle of just hanging out like they used to.
He didn't know what to say about the fact he'd fucked his own sister multiple times, that he knew it hadn't been just-- for the physical thrill of it. But the more time he had to make peace with the fact, the less the guilt weighed on him. It hadn't felt wrong, it hadn't-- been wrong. It had been between them, it hadn't hurt anyone else.
He didn't know if that meant they should do it again... probably not. It couldn't go anywhere or be anything, it sure as hell didn't factor into this new life of his. Unfortunately, he didn't know if logically knowing something was a bad idea would mean crap if he was faced with a drunk, horny sister again, especially when he couldn't help but thin of those times together. Not that he was going to admit most his fantasies involved his own sister riding him, calling out for him.
Especially not to said sister.
Despite all the risks though, Sam finally convinced her to come for a visit and she promised, promised she'd be in by Friday after his classes. Sam would be lying if he said he wasn't anxiously checking his watch, waiting... trying to keep his thoughts from drifting to what he'd like to be doing with her this weekend--which involved mostly varying states of undress in the middle of just hanging out like they used to.
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Drawing her mouth away from his, she moved down to bite and suck down his neck, sure if she didn't leave marks with her nails, her teeth may. She'd probably feel a bit bad about it later...but at the moment, she couldn't care less, groaning against his skin as he worked her hard back against the wall.
They should fight more often if this was the outcome.
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He definitely wouldn't mind the fights so much if they ended like this more.
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She made a pleased noise as he tilted his head for her, sucking hard at a spot, which she probably shouldn't have done because she was leaving a nice red mark, her tongue lapping at it after she released his skin from her lips.
Then her head was dropping back against the wall again, eyes squeezing shut as the pleasure mounted higher, legs tightening around him. "Sammy, oh God, yes..."
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Loved the way she said his name... even if she was using that stupid, kiddy nickname for him.
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He would always be Sammy to her, the only one allowed to call him that, something of him that was just hers.
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"Jesus..." She mumbled, voice on the hoarse side, body covered in a light sheen of sweat.
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Going to be interesting if she really did stay.