been too long (for siswinchester)

[onlytobenormal]

It had been two months and three days. He'd been counting, as much as he hadn't wanted to be this hung up on his sister's visits or not. They'd talked... quite a bit over the phone, though he'd shied away from what they'd done over the weekend for the most part. Mostly because he'd been freaked out for the first couple weeks as the realization sunk in and then he didn't... know how to bring it up over the phone.

He didn't know what to say about the fact he'd fucked his own sister multiple times, that he knew it hadn't been just-- for the physical thrill of it. But the more time he had to make peace with the fact, the less the guilt weighed on him. It hadn't felt wrong, it hadn't-- been wrong. It had been between them, it hadn't hurt anyone else.

He didn't know if that meant they should do it again... probably not. It couldn't go anywhere or be anything, it sure as hell didn't factor into this new life of his. Unfortunately, he didn't know if logically knowing something was a bad idea would mean crap if he was faced with a drunk, horny sister again, especially when he couldn't help but thin of those times together. Not that he was going to admit most his fantasies involved his own sister riding him, calling out for him.

Especially not to said sister.

Despite all the risks though, Sam finally convinced her to come for a visit and she promised, promised she'd be in by Friday after his classes. Sam would be lying if he said he wasn't anxiously checking his watch, waiting... trying to keep his thoughts from drifting to what he'd like to be doing with her this weekend--which involved mostly varying states of undress in the middle of just hanging out like they used to.

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[siswinchester.livejournal.com]

Dana repressed a sigh at that. She had only been teasing, but he had to take it to that of course.

As he went to pay, she flipped through a few magazines with slight interest, of course mentally making jokes about any celebrities she saw and how half these damn models were air brushed and did not really look that hot.

[onlytobenormal]

As soon as he paid, he stepped back over to her. "Come on. You ready to head out?" He idly peered over her shoulder to see whatever she was reading.

"Anything else you want to check out?"

[siswinchester.livejournal.com]

Flipping the magazine shut when he returned, she tossed it back on the shelf and turned to him, shrugging.

"Nope, not really, I think the girl in me is all shopped out. What about your girl?"

[onlytobenormal]

"Uh, definitely, yeah." He started towards the exit, sticking to her side as they moved. "So back to the apartment or is there something else you'd like to see?"