Sam can't hold his liquor (for whatheneeds)

[onlytobenormal]

I... _{[That got him laughing too and maybe actually flushing a little bit.]} Shut up, Dean! I care about getting laid plenty! Just- it hasn't happened yet... but it will!

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[onlytobenormal]

_{[He shifted closer at that, letting out a short sigh.]} I don't know what you want me to do about that, man...

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

You can't do anything man, just take pity on my confused brain. [he stayed hidden, words still slurring a little]

[onlytobenormal]

What's that supposed to mean, man? I'm trying- to help you or make it easier... just I don't know how.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[He finally looked up]. Neither do I, I guess I'll stop thinking about it eventually, I'm too drunk to come up with important answers

[onlytobenormal]

Yeah... guess maybe we both will eventually. _{[He muttered out the words, eyes darting down.]}

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Probably not though, huh? But on the bright side, I'm now drunk enough to tell you, you're not a bad kisser. Points for that

[onlytobenormal]

Probably not. _{[He perked up a little bit at the compliment.]} Dude, I'm not entirely clueless... did you think I was?

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

I didn't think anything but you got skills, congrats man

[onlytobenormal]

Hmm... _{[He was probably smiling like an idiot, but he didn't care right now.]} You were good too... really good, man.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Well did you expect anything else? [but he couldn't stop himself from grinning at the praise]

[onlytobenormal]

Not really. _{[Unlike Dean, he hadn't been able to help thinking about it on occasion... not that he wanted to talk about that.]}

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Ive got mad skills [he started giggling]

[onlytobenormal]

Stop gloating. _{[sam was laughing too now, nudging playfully at the other.]}

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[he laughed a bit more before it finally died down]. I guess this whole thing...I mean, the way we were raised? I get why you feel the way you do. And if I get it, and I didn't hate the kiss, and we were raised the same way...what does that say about me? [his smile disappeared and he stared up at Sam, looking a little scared. These many thoughts was too much for his drunk mind to handle]

[onlytobenormal]

It doesn't have to say anything, Dean. _{[He met his gaze, trying to give a reassuring look.]} What, afraid you'll want to kiss me one of these days for real?

... Would that be so horrible?

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Well.....yeah [he looked down]. I mean forget the gay thing and the weird brother thing, it's my job to take care of you. I can't....you're my best friend, you mean the world to me. I can't take advantage of you like that.

[onlytobenormal]

How's it taking advantage if I want it too, Dean? I mean, I'm not stupid and I'm not a kid... I know what I want.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

You know how much Dad would kill me? Trust me, it's scummy. You're underaged.

[onlytobenormal]

Dad doesn't need to know.... it's none of his business!

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

He'd know, trust me he'd figure it out...why are we talking about this? [he hides his face again]

[onlytobenormal]

Dean, he can't know everything... And I don't know. It just- came up.

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

Well we should, stop talking about it [he laid back own against Sam]

[onlytobenormal]

Yeah, whatever... _{[He let his eyes drift shut again]}

[whatheneeds.livejournal.com]

[He opened his eyes and moved a little further up Sam, just sort of looking at him]

[onlytobenormal]

_{[He felt the other moving up his body, but was a little reluctant to look and see what he was doing... probably just getting more comfortable. He did let his hand rub absently over his back.]}